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Adding to that, I'm actually very happy that my cheapness forbids me to enjoy anything that's too luxurious. I over analyze over every purchase and try to find the best deal. After a while I figure that I probably don't need it and that in itself is happiness. I could probably buy anything that I wanted but just knowing that fact makes me happier than actually owning it. I could go into a stationary store knowing I have to buy a stapler for example, stare and compare prices for 10-15 staplers and come out of the store saying, fuck it, I can't afford it, although old, small and always gets stuck, I've got a perfectly good one at home.
Having a son made it a lot easier for me to be happy. I'm just fascinated by the things he does/learns on a daily basis. Swimming with him is my new happy now.
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